THE FINAL COUNTDOWN
So I’d be lying if I said that I was 100% ready to move
across the WORLD! As the move date gets closer, the emotions get stronger. Some
days I feel as though we are just prepping for another visit. And then….HOLY
BATMAN WE ARE MOVING….hits me! I have always embraced changed and adaptation
and have learned to be content in every situation. BUT moving across the world
is super super daunting and I feel the weight of it settling in.
Now before I go into total freak-out mode, I thought I’d share with you guys
to see if you would mind praying to calm my nerves!
LOVE DOES
STORY TIME! A few weeks ago I had lunch with the sweetest
lady/mentor a girl could ask for, Kristi Brantley. At the end of our meal she
challenged me with a question, “If you could as God for one thing that you
needed more of, (outside of anyone else) what would it be?”.
Clarification: something that God could give me outside of
my husband, my son, my family, everything. Just for me.
I was completely stumped on that one. I am sure many mamas
would be right there with me. We don’t stop and think about ourselves very
often because we are too busy thinking about other things!! I left there
without an answer to her question. A week or so went by and her question ran
through my mind again. This time, I asked God to show me an area in me that
needed more attention.
As real as this computer beneath my fingers, He said “love”, “physical love”.
I give lots of love. I love to give. It genuinely makes me
happy to help. I do not need affirmation about a gift. I don’t need
recognition. I love giving. I love doing.
Because LOVE DOES.
By now I am in tears because God hit the nail on the head.
But He is God, so I should not have been surprised. Then I get to where I am
going and continue my day as normal. I had a coffee date with Katie Rivers that
afternoon and as we sat and chatted about our semi-new ‘Mama Lives’, we found
our way to the topic of cameras. I have been wanting a new camera for a while
so I asked her if she could recommend any for me. After about 20 minutes of camera convo, she stopped, looked
me in the eyes and said,
“Katie, I am
going to give you my old camera.”
Okay guys, this camera is not a rinky dink point and shoot
camera. Brand new it costs $1,000….I was absolutely SPEECHLESS! I literally had nothing to say. The kindness and selflessness of this gift was incredible.
Later that day I received a message from an old friend. I
currently coach her little girl Thursday morning at the YMCA. She asked me if I
would like any coffee from Starbucks Thursday morning FREE OF CHARGE! Heck yes
I want free coffee.
And then it hit me. Like a huge emotional tital wave. You know the ones God
bring to you?
On the SAME day I asked and prayed for God to show me what I
could receive more of, He gave me “love”, “physical love”. The kind of love
that does and expects nothing in return.
I needed that hug from my Father. Thanks God.
I would LOVE to hear your recent “slap you in the face, I love you God”
stories!!